Chrome I understand what you are saying, I've heard that rational from many folks (who truly needed meds). Here's something for you to think about though ok? What if the person on the meds is who you are supposed to be?
"IF" you have a chemical imbalance wouldn't it be nice to find that even keel? Also, think about this as well...."IF" the meds help level out your emotions and thoughts some...can you imagine the difference that might make (fir the better) in your R with your W?
I don't know how moody you are at home, but if you are...that's an added stressor to your M that may not need to be there.
Also...talk to your therapist or to your MD...don't just walk in somewhere and get meds. The people who should subscribe meds to you need to know you and your history...and it may take a bit of time for them to find the right meds/dosage for YOU. I realize there may be some physical side-effects, but your Dr. can minimize that with the correct dosages & meds.
Taking meds is NOTHING to be ashamed of either...it's not a failure, it's not a flaw....it's doing what is best for you and your well-being.
