gh, im sorry man, i wish there was better news, but you do have a right to be worried, pissed, upset, all the things you are feeling is justified and normal, just take a deep breath. we have all been there and you have been there too. now what do you do from here, what ever that is make a plan. be ready to accept what ever happens. i know what i would do, but we are different in many ways on how to handle this kind of thing, but i do think you need to do something, just for your own mind, but remember our minds go through crazy things, that are true and false, you just have to find the middle. your right to think she is decieving you somewhat, but what is that, you live with her, you see her everyday, only you can figure out what to do, im sorry but i cant tell you either way. did you see her getting ready this morning? what was she wearing? you know the questions im asking, just answer your own questions and take care man, im am thinking of you, wishing i could help you more, but honestly i do know how.
