Sorry T-bone, I've been sucked out dry too, I am in a shambles and have hit an all time low. I can;t even tellanyone I'm close to because they would woryy I would harm myself and tell Adrian and he woud view me as being weak or needy or both. He just doesn;t get it. I don't know if I have the strength to go on either like this. For what? I'm trying to win him back-why should He have left? I was a good wife and Mother-even he says so. He's jsut not happy himself and displaces it on me and I can't handle it. I need someone that cares about ME for once. I'm going to detach also becasue I don;t know what else to do for myself before I go mad or do something really stupid. I have NO answers, and no one can help me but me now. Rachael M.
