You should be a happy man with the latest news. Someday I will get a breakthrough like that. I know timelines aren't a good idea but to be very honest I feel she owes me something. It sounds terrible but I did not deserve what she has pulled on me in the last 2 years. Her gripes about me are miniscule compared to the bullsh** that she was up to. If I am too accepting of her I run the risk of going through this all again. If I want apologies and remorse from her she calls it re-hashing. The only alternative is to do continue to focus on the good.
I will get over this "feeling". I keep forgetting how "screwed up" I am right now from all of this. Someday I will feel like myself again.
