Thanks for the kudos. I am as happy as I have been in a long time. Life is becoming more clear to me through all of this. I appreciate things for what they are and don't try to perfect everything. I see a lot of good things happening all over this board. I also have the same fears as many others concerning a backslide but I don't dwell on it. My W made drastic changes very quickly but I think she was in MLC long before I realized it. I may be a fool for trusting her and opening my heart to her again but nothing ventured nothing gained. We feel very "connected" again and I wouldn't trade that for anything. My partner seems to be back.
