I am having such a needed break from my anxiety. It is directly related how Adrian and I are getting along. We had a really good weekend, and I asked him if he was happy and he actually said yes! He would not have said it if he did not mean it. Intimacy was great all weekend, and I got a bundle of ILY's to boot. Friends we were with and know of our Sitch say he seems so much happier. I said "yeah, now that he's not living a double life and he can give 100% to our M. I can say I am well on my way to trusting him. I know I will have my bad days, but that is going to be natural for some time to come. Trust comes back slowly, but he is making is alot easier for me. It's hard when he's at work all day but I know how busy he is. That's when I worry he would contact her if he would at all,but I just don't feel it-he's acting too much like he's really back, and happy to be here. I know you had high hopes for the weekend-how did things pan out for you? Good I am hoping to hear! Rachael M.
