Cat03/ Running.. Thanks gals..

We didn't have our anniversary dinner on the actual day..we did it a day later... Well, better late than never, right? Would not have thought that we would actually see through this day!! We went to the restaurant at Grand Hyatt..very fancy... went our wine arrived, I sort of cheekily said "may you die with me next to you"... hahaha.. sort of a very crude way of saying "till death do us part"!! and we toasted with the clinks of our wine glass...

Anyway, was feeling kinda needy on Tuesday, and had a short IM Session with H.. and he said that he's happy with me, happier with me etc AND did assure me that he won't leave again... and I said "Okay. Take your word this time". His friend actually was in town, but he chose to stay with us and have dinner together before his trip the following day.. Guessed that's good, and I should start letting go and not harping about him and ow etc etc again. Time to let go for good... I think.

Well, H has left for his Dallas trip on early Thursday morning. Sent me a few text messages when he was in transit with something like "Do miss you.." and "didn't expect to miss you, but I do".. etc etc. Had about 3 "I miss you" texts... so, that's a positive too!!!

He has called me while in transit in Frankfurt.. will see how often he contacts me while away...

Slowly positively in the RIGHT direction....