I had a bad week struggling with OW thoughts and brought her up waaay too much

RunningOutofTime - I too had a bad couple of days. Started with Monday nite when I got upset over a tiny bit of details. Then on Tuesday...I was really depressed. And it didn't help with my stupid PMS. H was quite upset with me on Tuesday, but then he did call me from work a few times to try to cheer me up. Thank god I am feeling better now.

YOYO you are soooooo strong to be so calm and trusting. keep being the STRONG ,AMAZING ,BEAUTIFUL WOMAN that you are.
Alimari - Wow!!! That's one heapful of compliments!!! Thank you very much... Do try to be strong and amazing...try to remind myself everyday, except when those darn PMS hormones start interfering!!!

Journalling..
Tuesday was a bad day... Wednesday was better. Wednesday nite..I actually slept already. H came into the bedroom and I was roused from my slumber. Offered to give me a *&%$, totally just for my pleasure. I resisted a little bit .. hee hee.. and then gave in. It was good. Then he said "I'm gonna give you one of these every night".

Thursday night. H had dinner with work people. He forgot his keys. I was already asleep when he called and woke me up again... I was grumpy and was going back to bed after letting him into the house... He had his shower, came out and roused me up and said "Didn't you hear what I said to you yesterday?". I answered with a grumpy "What?" and he said "I am going to give you a *&^$ everynight. " ...Err..

So.. This aspect of our R has no problems, I would think. It's just mmmm... I have some problems with getting ow out of my head lately. I found that H has kept some of ow's items which I left on my bathroom shelf. Do you think that he recognised those as ow's items and took it away because
1) he thought that my maid put those things there without my knowledge, and I would be upset? OR
2) he wants to return those stuff to ow??
3) doesn't want me to touch ow's stuff??

My brain tells me it's (1) but you those those darned imagination that starts creeping up on you when you least expected it????