Hello...Hello..Fellow Sister Goddesses...Thanks for dropping by...
Things are generally going alright with H and I...still piecing.. I think things would be absolutely great IF not for my constant mood changes. Had another one of those...things were great, and I was looking for S6's costume for his upcoming party...needed to get a cape/cloak for Obi-Wan.. found a brown blanket in the wardrobe and when H saw me taking it out..he said "pls don't use that. It costs USD 400". I was aghast at the price of the stupid tiny blanket.. and I don't know what came upon me, I just started sulking and kept quiet and murmured "I supposed she bought that?? I can't believe you spending that kind of money on a stupid blanket! That's where our money went to. What else is there that I shouldn't use" and continued sulking... and H was like "why do you have to be like that? I just said that is expensive and not let your son use it as a cape! You know what. You are okay, and then suddenly like that. Seriously. I don't know when you will get one of your sh!itty moods. I really don't know. Do you know that I am always sooo scared to call you? Just so afraid that you will be in one of your sh!tty moods?? "...blah blah blah.. I know..I know.. it's in the past and I shouldn't be digging out old stuff and acting out on this little manner. I know that I will get scolding from my fellow DBers if I say that I can't control myself. That's a lame excuse I know. I will have to control myself a little more.
It's true..how we could be patient and withstand all sort of sh!t when we were trying to win our spouse back.. and now, he's not doing anything wrong presently, and I give him sh!it. Really really have to be more sane. Me, I mean..
Anyway,... we were taking S6 to another birthday party today, and it was in the mall... and guess what?? H bought me two handbags! One was a TOD's and the other, a Gucci. Gosh..it costs a total of US 1600. Would never ever ever thought of buying bags that are so expensive. Felt kinda guilty, I have to say..then stupid H jokingly said "he he h e.. I probably will be scolded for saying this... Don't feel guilty. Like you said, if you don't use my money. She would"... I was like "so, is she going to? If I don't??" and he grinned and said "No!".. Gosh...
Anyway, I think H is trying to allay his own guilt by buying those bags for me...because he did spend LOADS on the ow. I am one of those practical, thrifty wives and never ever asked H to buy anything for me. Guessed he felt the FUN and EXCITEMENT of buying stuff for ow, and she going "OOOOoooooo you are such a darling getting me those!" and him feeling like a casanova... I did do the usual wife thing of "are you sure we can afford this?" and then doing the "Ooooo...thank you very much". Forgot the honey or darling part though. Still loads to learn..in the flirt with your hubby department, I mean...
H is still saying that he would get me another bag in his next business trip. Don't really need that many bags, really..but don't want to stop him either...WOnder if H's LL is "Gift Giving"??? But if he is expecting me to return such gifts, he's bound to be dissapointed, aint' he? I mean, I don't work and thus have no income now.. or is he generally a GIVER?? Don't really know..
Well, Guessed I have to stop thinking too much, and just concentrate in being patient and more understanding on how H is feeling. I have to remember to be supportive and give loads of WOA (think WOA is another of his LL)...
I guessed I shouldn't complain and just be thankful and happy that I've come a long long way from a year back... H is planning to go on a holiday with me. Gonna leave kids with their grandparents ... looking forward to it!!
