Cat03/ KDK - Hiya gals..nice of you to drop by to check up on me. I have not posted for awhile...

moving is stressful to begin with, it will all be over before you know it, enjoy your new place! happy to her your H is more attentive
Cat - Yes..moving is mega stressful. I have been sorting stuff to the throwaways, the donation pile, the givaways, the bring-along piles..and sure driving me nuts. The packers are here on their second day. One more day tomorrow (Wed) , and we are off to Country X on Thursday. Yes, will enjoy my new place! It's really a nice house...

He told me he felt there is still something there between us. I myself don't feel it
KDK - I am sure you still have love for this man deep down inside you. It's just that now he is coming round towards you that you are somewhat "playing hard to get" in someways and masking it. Otherwise, I would not think that you will allow him into your pants so easily. Please excuse me... just that if I don't have any feelings for my H, I don't think I will be letting him near me. I mean yes, you can have "HORNS" which I am sure you can get some other guy to "de-horn" you if there weren't any feelings for your H. Just my thought...

Journalling...
I nearly blew it all away today.... Well, had some naughty texts from H this morning, then some serious relocation texts, then H called and told me that S9 did not get into the International School we selected. That means my two boys will be split into two different schools. I started to get stressed and blah blah blah. Then H said "This is what I don't like. You blowing up and getting stressed for no reason"..Then he texted with the same thing "This is what I don't like...pi$$ed off and stressed for no reason".
I did the unthinkable! I wrote him a text that said "Then we don't come in that case. Don't like! Don't Like! You never like anything that has anything to do with me. You only like ow. Love her, sorry. I know I gave you no choice but to bl**dy leave her. You never wanted to come back. I know. You don't have to tell me".
H texted back "I really don't know why you are giving me all this. I am trying so hard to make things work and you are not helping by freaking out for no reason."
I didn't reply... then later he called and I got my friend to answer and he tried again later. He was much calmer and said that I shouldn't be stressed, shouldn't this and shouldn't that...blah blah blah. Then we sort of talked about S9's school. *sigh* I think I am blowing up because there are alot of unresolved issues or rather unanswered questions that I need from H. I don't know if I will ever ever get them..

Continue later... Think my friend is here for a chat.