Journalling...

Nothing much happening.. H is still in Europe. He has been calling me daily, and texting me multiple times daily.

I did go backwards abit last night.. when I texted him worrying about our finances. To and fro of texts and thought that I have upset him..but he was still cool, which was good. Last text that I got from him yesterday was "Lots of pretty girls over here.... talk to you tomorrow. Nite nite and I luv you".. The pretty girls bit is quite normal. Pre-A, he would tell me about pretty girls that he has seen at work or have flirted with blah blah blah. Only he has never ever mentioned ow's existence.. The I luv you bit was kinda nice..

Today..received multiple texts from H.. First one was to "hope that I felt better today"..
Other texts today:
- Let's go to London in either Oct or Xmas, when do you prefer? Just u and me, tempted?
- Was thinking we fly thurs night and return sunday. Weekend getaway and shopping. Get u some tods and gucci. Don't worry about money ok. Whe I say we are ok... I really meant it.
- Or maybe New York. Let's talk this weend end. Luv you.

So I got Luv Yous on two consecutive days.. Baby steps..baby steps..

Live the Moment!!!