sounds like you guys are making great progress yoyo, I was touched by the mention of the 99 club, can I join? I also have my H w/me and was expecting the whole cabootle (reasurance, instant love) when a while ago I was praying so hard to just have him around.

Hope you get to go to France, how neat! but you are rigth, I should remind myself this, one shouldnt' have so many expectations and if something doesn't happen just to chill.

Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.