yay yo-yo! Im glad to see you in this part of the forum, you've put such hard work into this!
As far as the panic attacks, I think they are normal after all you've had on your plate lately.
I should be happy and ecstatic that he wants us to be with him, right?? I should be... but am feeling down, down, down. Hope this negative air will not last too long...
maybe it's just a slight case of cold feet? now that things are finally moving forward your a bit nervous and starting to have some doubts, but again it's all normal!
