I was reading my own threads as well as others when I put some objectivity to my sitch. I completely stopped enjoying one day at a time and have been severely violating most good advice (even the advice I had given others). This is making me feel a little foolish but also much better on the status of my sitch. Things are actually "fine" with the exception of me working on me. I actually have a PMA for the first time in a week and plan to use that to get me through this weekend. I actually got some work done this afternoon which isn't easy on a Friday especially when it so hot out. Glad to hear of your success Kaw, if I can take care of me I think I am right behind you. Have a great weekend.