Quote: I honestly thanked him for everything that's happened (him kicking me out and everything) when he asked why. I told him because it's made me do things I was terrified to do, it's helped me grow as a person and see that although I really want him in my life I don't TOTALLY need him. I told him it helped me be more independant.
Quote: I NEED TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO DETACH ENOUGH TO NOT CARE WHAT HE'S DOING AND WORK ON MYSELF so that he'll make up his mind to stay and I can be wonderful and loving and he'll never second guess that decision. I freak out and make him second guess coming back . . I do see that.