Sorry, I had to intervene. Emily, Frank, GH and Amy are giving you such good advice. I feel you are reading it BUT not heeding it. The more I read your posts the more frustrated I become. Don't you get it? YOU are pushing your H away. You are mad because he left early, why can't he? You cannot control him sister!! Please for your own sake and the sake of your children, go back and re-read everything that was posted to you and really let it sink in. Okay?