Thanks GH . . I'll add them to my "look for" list for when I finally get to the library!
Well . . . my H said if this training guy doesn't call him today he's suppose to call that lady back and find out what he's supposed to do then. He said he'll probably call her by 5 . . . so there is still a chance that he'll come back home tonight. Unless of course he either has to leave or comes up with a good excuse to stay down there.
I am too focus on this I know . . . but I can't seem to get my mind off of it. I can't seem to focus on anything that I try to do. Like I am trying to watch TV and my mind keeps wandering back to him. After this weekend I REALLY REALLY want things to work out. I mean sure it wasn't perfect but I REALLY do love him.
I just have to figure out how to get myself straighted out. It's very frustraighting to me that there's no easy fix to this problem. I do really feel that he is making or at least made an effort. I don't know why now just because he left I feel like nothing he's saying is true. His job takes him away . . that I can deal with . . . but he chose to leave early and that REALLY is bothering me, but I am still unsure as to why.
