Thanks Amy . . . I wish I could shake some sense into myself!
He just called and said he talked to the lady that he has to call to find out what's going on and he has to go to Ohio to meet the guy that he's going to be going on the road with. This guy has to call him and let him know exactly where to go and when to get there. So . . . . it could be in a hour and it could still be a day or two before this guy actually hits the road. I asked if he was going to stay down there or if he was still going to come back here tonight if the guy doesn't call or has a few days. He said that if he could he would stop back through here.
I know it's his job and I don't know why I am being so stupid about all of this. I guess maybe it's because I feel like he is constantly putting his family before us. At this point though the girls don't know the difference so I guess I am being silly. It's just this is suppose to be his home . . this is where he said he'd spend all of his time off and he's already not being true to that. I am trying to change my thinking . . I know it's his job. But he could have stayed here today and left from here when he found out where he had to go . . . but he chose not to. He chose to go back down to that area and be with them. I guess we'll see what happens . . . Once again only time will tell . . . and in the mean time I'll drive myself up the wall (and probably take most of you with me) . . . and try to get my head straighten back out a little again.
