Forgiveness?????

[RBinBR]

I did look in his phone and although her number wasn't in his contact list anymore . . it was in his outgoing calls on July 3rd.
I confronted him about it . . because I was ready to punch him in the face and kick him right to curb.
He says that a restricted number kept popping up on his phone (and she used to do that) so somehow or another he got number back and called to see if it was her so that he could tell her to stop calling him, he was really done with her . . etc.

Whoa! One of the first things you absolutely MUST stop now is your snooping.

What did you accomplish by it? You were afraid that he might be continuing the A, and now you're still afraid that he might be continuing the A. In the meantime, you showed that you don't respect his privacy or personal things, and that you don't trust him.

How do you think it made him feel to be thus accused? I can guarantee you one thing: it didn't make him love you any more. Whether he is still cheating or not, snooping and accusing is a surefire way to push him away.

Emily, you may not be able to control your emotions right now, but you can control your actions. Choose not to snoop.