Well I had one boyfriend before him. And he had two or three highschool girlfriends as well. But we were each others "firsts" as far as ML goes.
I guess maybe it's more an issue because I just don't think I can ever be good enough. It's that whole . . it's my fault he had the PA thing rearing it's ugly head. I feel that I must not have been good enough . . . although my rational mind tells me that's not the case.
It'll be awhile before I can do anything with him because of this mentality (let out the 6 week week post partum wait.) . . .but I guess if he's serious about all this he'll wait. Otherwise he'll just run around more and wreck it all!
BUT . . . those are issues I'll worry about when I come to crossing that bridge.
Quote: Please, go into the weekend with as much PMA as you can manage and try to stay positive. It's all about having fun right now and I think you can do that, no?
I am sure gonna try my hardest!!! I'm working on putting on my happy face now. But like Frank said . . I think I might make frequent trips to the bathroom (LOL . . my H is gonna think I'm sick!!)
