Nothing really new and exciting to post from my end of things!

My H however just called to tell me that he got a 100% on his final.
So . . . next week he does his on the road training . . .takes the actual driving test and goes to work!
He was VERY happy to have his classroom stuff over!
He spends the rest of the day on paperwork and stuff.
Then he'll come "home" until Sunday.

Still trying to steel myself for this weekend.

I feel like he picked my WEAKEST area.
I am horrible with forgiveness.
That's most of why I am here.
That's why I am 21 and still carrying around hurt and anger about things that happened 21 years ago.
I have come to terms with most of the adoption . . . I know for sure I would have had it A LOT worse had I not been adopted.
Anyway. . . .
I am really trying . . .
It's just a hard lesson for me to learn.