OK . . . so it's a new day and it's time to start a new journey. That's the MAJOR point right!?!?!
I'm just so unsure of where to begin. I've been writing down the books you are suggesting. I'll go to the library sometime next week and see if I can find any of them to take out. That's a start I suppose.
Like Amy said . . it's time to play ball. The ball is in my corner. I REALLY WANT TO DO THIS!!!!!!!
FOR ME . . . not for my H or even my M. I want to do it for ME!!!
Honestly . . . I am a little stressed today. My H will be coming to visit tomorrow (he'll get here tomorrow evening 7/8 o'clock). I'm worried that things will be VERY tense between us. Honestly I'm worried that I'll look at him and see the OW. Which since RB gave me a good shake I haven't been thinking about that whole situation at all . . . I've been focusing in on me more. It also helps that he and I sort of cleared the air about her a little (I read somewhere it could have been here somewhere . . . that more couple survive infidelity if they can openly discuss the things that have happened.). I think he feels a little better to have some of it off his chest. I feel a little better having heard some of the "truth" about what happened.
I guess that only time will tell how I'll feel about seeing him and whether or not our weekend will be tense or if we'll have a good time together.
My question still stands: Do I need to break off our current relationship to work on myself. (Does it at least need to change somehow.)
I honestly want to do this!
Thanks again for coming together guys! I really REALLY appreciate it.
