I just had a quick read over your recent posts and I can see those post baby hormones raging and creating havoc with you mind
how about you take a little time out don't think or do anything just spend time playing with the children and be kind to yourself
you just went through one hell of a time Emily and you knew it wasn't going to get better any time soon
so take a deep breath and sit back
you have come so far - and all while being pregnant remember I said everything changes after the baby well the changes are just beginning for you the first thing is to wait till those annoying hormones in your body settle down try not to panic Em
you are going to be ok you know the hardest bit is behind you in a little while you will be able to concentrate more on you and your emotions and how you handle life
so hang in there Emily - everyone is watching over you you might not see us but if you sit quiet you will feel us all
one day at a time - remember that - just little steps forward and one day at a time don't think of anything past tomorrow
and I am sure by now you know that I am a big believer in the now and the future what is past (in your past) is past there is nothing anyone can do to change what is past we can't even change yesterday but we can change now and tomorrow and the future and you CAN change you
I believe in you Emily and soon you will believe in you two oh and I am sure those two beautiful children of yours believe in you too
