I'm having a better day today . . . my PMA is back!

I feel much better about myself!

Since I have two posts going . . . (I thought you guys could offer some good advice since you have all been through a PA) . . . I'm just going to quote myself from my other post.

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GOOD NEWS:

He called me at 10 or 10:30 . . . he was on a break from training and just thought he'd call and chat.
Well we chatted for about 20 minutes!
It was VERY pleaasant.
I asked him if I after I got my license next month if I could use the car while was out on the road . . . I told him I knew I'd have to drive down and pick him up when he came "home" for his 2 days off.
He said that would fine . . but he'd like to trade the car in or at least go get another car "for me". He said that way I could have something I'd be a little more comfortable driving. Besides he said that the car still had some problems and he didn't want it dumping out on me.

HE IS STILL PLANNING FOR "US" . . . .
I know . . . I am trying not to get too excited. I am not straying from the plans I am trying to make for myself.
It's just nice that he is thinking forward in terms of us.
I like that

Other than that he told me more about his schooling and what they would be doing for the rest of the week.
They are done with this phase of training on Friday. So he may come "home" Friday night and leave Sunday.
Otherwise he will get up Saturday morning and come home and leave sometime on Sunday.
So . . . it won't be a very long visit. At least he'll get to see Kiya again . . .and his new 20 lbs lighter wife!
I weighed myself yesterday and total weightloss is at 20lbs.
I'd really like to lose another 10 or 15. . . . but hey as long as I don't gain it back I'll be happy where I am at !!!!



I've been working at thought-stopping. . . . it'll help BUT
there has to be a way to truly let go of the affair because you can't thought-stop for the rest of your life can you?