Mattie-you are in my prayers. Your in a very hard plae to be. Not trusting. Your H. sounds very much like he wants help, so there is LOTS of hope in that. He wants you and his M. He will sort through this with you lovingly by his side. He sounds petrified of losing you-a sign that he knows in his head what is right and his heart will have to follow, as it will if he keeps his head in the right place. It does not sound Like he is going to do anything but go foreward in a positive mode. Still.....I know what its like to have to womder if you can trust what they say. I say we do until we have proof that it's not true, then we go from there. Good luck, we are all pulling for you! Rachael M.
