*journaling*

Well tommorrow is the fourth of july. I don't have any plans. I will probably work.

This weekend was not very good.

Friday exW and I were sposed to go out, but we didn't. She's diabetic and said that her feet were swollen and she was tired from work so she stayed at home to rest.

Thing is she didn't even call me and let me know this. I called her saturday and found this out and I was worried about her health, but I was also irritated with the lack of phone call to let me know what's going on. exW has a tendancy of doing that and she knows that annoys me.

We had a "small argument" about that and one of our cellys dropped the call. I figured she would call back or I would and guess what? I heard nothing from her the rest of the day.

Then sunday comes along and I hear nothing from her.

Most of wednesday comes along and I hear nothing from her.

Finally i get a text mesaage on celly stating that she is trying to resolve a few things within herself right now (bills) and that she has a funeral to go to. The tone of the message was somewhat snooty but I let it go due to the fact she's grieving.

I replied with a text message stating i could help her with her bill and that I"m here for her if she wants to talk. Then I left it at that

Basically most of my weekend was spent with my family. Also a "Friend" wanted to go out but my "family time" ran over so I didn't have time to do it.

I'm just taking it one day at a time