Thanks. There are a lot of positives, I know. I guess I'm just not at a place where I care a whole lot right now. Hopefully, vacation is just what I need to renew my spirit and resolve.
Believe me, I'm trying to hold onto my desire. I don't know what else to do at this point to keep it alive. Sorry to hear you're going through the same thing. You are a treasure. Someday your wife will understand and appreciate that again. I know the wait is excruciating. I'm sorry.
You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
TBone,
Not taking anything away from Andy, but you've also been quite helpful to me. Your attitude of "be happy and enjoy your S today -- don't worry about the future" has given me a lot to think about. It makes a lot of sense to me. Been trying to implement this attitude myself, but as I'm sure you've read, my PMA is pretty much nonexistent right now. Not that I'm feeling down or unhappy, just not feeling much of anything.
Sounds like you're making progress in your R. I hope that continues. I'll be looking to catch up with you when I return.
As with all my other friends here, I'll be keeping you and your W in my prayers.
