I've MISSED you!! I just posted a long reply over on the Infidelity forum to Stronger. Sure takes a lot out of me these days to keep going over everything.
Oddly enough, Pfroglady, I am happy!! I am at peace with everything -- for the time being. I'm not really sure why, but ever since my H told me he doesn't love me I've been able concentrate more on me. You'd think I'd be going to pieces all over again, but it's the opposite. I'm actually more content than I've been in months. Go figure.
I realize my H has many demons to contend with. I can't help him with that. He must do it on his own. That is a very liberating thought for me. I just continue to do for him what I can. I know he appreciates how I've reacted to all this, but I think he is wary also. Can't believe it. He's probably still waiting for the other shoe to drop. He can wait a life time.
Besides, things are really good with us right now (taking the fact that H said he doesn't love me out of the equation ). What more can I ask for? I have a very kind, thoughtful, for all intents and purposes loving husband. I'll just try to guide him through the mine field of his negative emotions back to the love that I KNOW is there.
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I just posted a long reply over on the Infidelity forum to Stronger. Sure takes a lot out of me these days to keep going over everything. ![[Eek!]](images/icons/shocked.gif){kind=icon}
). What more can I ask for? I have a very kind, thoughtful, for all intents and purposes loving husband. I'll just try to guide him through the mine field of his negative emotions back to the love that I KNOW is there. 
