I appreciate that light weight hammer, and that your advice is still available. Yes. This continues to be a very hard task. I think I have everything on the fire now, if a head of steam does not result... Well then I'll pile the neighbor's stuff on the fire. There is only one acceptable outcome and that is success. Yes I try new things. Did this evening with a positive result. Will continue. The problem I have to get over is the tentativeness and timidity that I feel after five years of mess and two affairs. I still feel third string but I'm playing it to the hilt.
