Hey, KAW. My, you had a difficult road to hoe. Just wanted to stop by and thank you for coming by my thread. I've been reviewing the threads you have suggested and am inspired. I'm realizing more and more that DBing is simply a way to live life.
It's funny, so much of what I read from some of the more seasoned posters is simply about letting go, and releasing control. This is discussed in the Newcomers area, but possibly not as much as it should. It's interesting the levels of development relationships go through.