I notice there seems to be alot of DB anniversaries being acknowledged at this time of year.

I now have two anniversaries myself in the month of November. The first is our Wedding Anniversary of 18 years which I just previously mentioned and last week was the 1 year anniversary of the initial "Bomb".

I haven't posted much to my thread lately as I contemplated whether or not to start a new one. One of the things irking me lately is the title I origianlly selected. It is my first ( (and perhaps my only thread) , so I wanted something that would attract the attention of others as I was new. I felt somewhat undeserving to start in this forum then as most start in Newcomers for a while before turning the tide from D to saving the M. My tide turn out to be brief compared to most here, so I kinda wanted to reflect that in the title, but it just didn't seem to sit right.

Lately that is how I've been feeling, like things are not sitting right inside me, but I haven't been able to put my finger on it or find the words to express it, so I've been letting it go and haven't posted here. Nothing has changed much. W & I are getting along great, although this month has been particularly tough on W healthwise. Maybe it just has to do with what happen this time last year and how it is the origin of my personal he$$ I experience the first half of this year?

That's part of it too ... half a year is a meager slice of time to most here. Lately, I feel more uncomfortable posting here about my sitch as it seems most who reach this level cease to post threads and perhaps mine no longer belongs as well. As it seems more like I'm moving beyond piecing, this is no longer an appropriate forum to continue posting to. Not saying I will no longer be around. I will try put in my 2 cents where ever I hope it will help, just doesn't feel right posting a thread here anymore. Don't want to seem trite with my issues where most others here are dealing with more difficult ones.