Good luck with your w and the DR. today. We are all thinking about both of you. I know the peace you speak of, there was a time I felt the same way. Part of this Dbing is to know that whatever the outcome, we will be stronger. I am not 100% sure that in the long run that my m is going to be happy ever after and although I live day to day hoping that we will spend the rest of our lives together, I have gained a strength and peace that I think i could make it on my own.