kml, I just read your update and I'm so sorry that you are in this spot again. I tend to feed the monster way too much, so I'm not one to give you any advice on that. My mind gets spinning out of control way too much!! You ARE a very STRONG woman and have helped so many on this board. I don't know of anything intelligent I can say to help you but I do know that I can be here to support you as you go through these feelings.
As for working to get the career that YOU want...you go girl!!! You will need something that is fullfilling to you if this does go south again. I wish you the best.
