Something strange happened last night and I'm not sure what to make of it.
When I came home from work, my W was clearly upset. She kept repeating how she missed all day. Later, she started crying and drew close to me and said, "Promise me you would never leave me."
This from a woman, who back at the end of May seemed so determined to move out and pursue an OM and saw me as her main obstacle in the way. Then for the last couple of months she was acting "as-if" the first six months of this year never happened!
I replied, I didn't fight so hard to keep our M together, just so I would turn and walk away. I tried to ask what was bringing on her insecurities but she just kept repeating, "Please don't ever leave me." Finally, I replied, so long as you remain faithful to me, I will always be faithful to you. At that moment, deep down inside that is all I found I could commit myself to. I took her in my arms and held her for about a half an hour. Then she seemed to return to usual self.
Despite her acting like everything is perfect, she evidently is still working through some issues. I just wish she would open up a bit more and share with me.
