Journaling:
I feel a lot of attention is given to the negatives but I need to also focus on the positives too.

Yesterday afternoon I took kids to the bookstore, I picked up a book by Harville Hendrix called Getting The Love YOu Want. Didn't have time to read much though as when we pulled into the drivway at 2:30 - H was already home.

He was in a really good mood. I gave him the book that I bought for him on Muscle Cars, he really liked it. He asked what our plans were for the rest of the day. I said we really didn't have any so we could do anything. He said he would like to lay down for a little while then if it would be ok if he went rollerblading. I said absolutely, do what you need to do.

When he got back we took the kids bowling again, something we all really enjoy and then out for pizza.

This morning I got up with him at 4:00 to make his lunch since I forgot to last night. He really appreciated it and pulled me to him and gave me a really long, tight hug.

So there, nothing bad to report....today.....

I will keep up my PMA, come hell or high water as I am not ready to give up yet.

Will also let you know my thoughts on the book when I can.