Jokerman, you are right, life is hard. No one teaches us how it will actually be, except for the movies which are totally unreal.

I think your anger may be a good thing. It is forcing your to think about your own sitch and what you have done.\
Not a pretty site, is it?

Anyway, I am going to go with the flow. Not that it means anything but his ring was BACK on today. I just have to detach better.....