Quick update.
H went crazy on me today????? Hates me, told me to get the F away from him. Almost hit me. Said I was a controlling bitch, took the car keys and peeled out of the driveway over an hour ago.

Why you ask, because this morning I thanked him for coming straight home from work the last two days, that it meant alot to me.

Ok, now I must really get my ducks in a row.
1. File bankruptcy, no way I can afford to pay off all of these bills (he has charged up like crazy since this all began last october)
2. Find an attorney.
3. Find a job.
4. Put my son in kindergarten (was holding him back one more year, his birthday is in August - cutoff Sept. 1)
5. Put all 3 of my kids in before and after care at schoool.
6. Get a job.
7. Find an apartment.
8. Tell my H it is time for him to go.

Any other advise would surely be appreciated. Thanks.