Hang in there Mama! Every one can tell you what you should do, but you have to remember that they are not in your shoes. Only you can know what is right or wrong for you. The way I look at it is that you will have pain and hurt one way or the other, sorry! So instead of dweling on it, pick yourself up and GAL and work on yourself. I know that this doesn't make it any easier, but it can and does help.
"Our life is what our thoughts make it."
Marcus Aurelius