Thanks Jeannine, I definitely don't want to do something that I will later regret. I just HATE the lying. I HATE the fact that my H, who once upon a time was a loyal and honest guy with integrity that I so admired, thinks he loves someone else.
I am not afraid to be alone or divorced, what is really keeping me here is 1) my love for my H, 2) my children's love for their father,3) my hope that he will realize how much we all love him & 4) that he realizes how much he loves us.
I will continue to suffer my broken heart in silence (and on this board) from the daily betrayals.
In the meantime I will enjoy my time with my children and thank God everyday for all that I do have.
