Well he didn't come home early as promised. And ya know, I knew he wouldn't. His talk is cheap. When he did come home he seemed angry. I was cutting the lawn and kids were riding their bikes. I said I have something for you to cheer you up. I reached into the car and pulled out some scratch off lottery tickets and he immediately came out of his funk. Then said he was going to change clothes and he would finish the lawn.
Took our kids and one of their friends to a local 4th festival, spent way too much money. The best part was sitting in the grass listening to American English (a beatles knock off band), could have stayed there all night if not for the kids.
Our daughter tried jumping on his back and he had a heart attack, big time sun burn. Yesterday he said his shirt was NOT off at the game. How did he get the sun burned back then? He lies like a rug, that's how.
Please remind me why I am putting up with this again!!!! I may have very low self esteem, but come on, who deserves this kind of treatment? I know, I know, PMA, be the better person, have integrity and morals, yada yada yada....
I just want to call the OW up and say do you even know that H is married and has 3 children and do you even care? But I digress, I won't do this....yet.....
I WILL remain faithful to my M if not for my sake, for the sake of our children. Until the time comes when I feel that it is no longer beneficial for them to live with both their parents when one of them is so deceitful.
Anyway, hang with me and dish out the tough love. Who else will do it? Anyone that knows of my sitch thinks I should throw in the towel and throw him out. Sorry, but I am not ready to do that yet so I need you guys more than ever for support. Thank you in advance.
