Hi Mama, Just checking in on you and catching up - I lost you for a while, didn't realize you had a new thread. You are doing AWESOME. I am so impressed. You are a transformed woman from 6 months ago. There is no doubt in my mind that you are rockin' H's world even if he hasn't noticed the 9.8 tremblor that has started. Look out PapaBear! I am so proud of you Mama.

I know it must be really tough sometimes to see what H is doing. I really think the weird destructive stuff and the A is on it's way out though. Imagine when he comes home, hears all the kids talking about the fun you had, and H is missing it. Again. At some point, your H is not going to want to miss all of this anymore. The A will eventually fizzle. You hang in there Mama. You have the right attitude and are doing all the right things. Your instincts and healthy behaviors are getting stronger and stronger. No one is going to rock you anymore without your permission that's for sure. I am rooting for you!

PositivelyListening
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When one door of happiness closes, another one opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us. - Helen Keller