After 28 months, my wife has finally warmed up to me. Just couple days ago, she came to my bed (yes, my separate bedroom) and gave me a kiss. We hugged each other for a while. I even had a chance to rub her back and her front (Yayh) [Wink] It was the first time in 28 months that she let me to “touch” her. It was a wonderful feeling but awkward at the same time. Maybe it has been too long. I don’t know where we would go from here, but I hope in the positive direction and someday I could make love to her again. I hope I didn’t go too far that day by “touching” her. She didn’t seem to resist my touch at all.

I hope I don’t have to get a bigger spoon to bring down this wall and I hope that it will come down on its own. That’s my update.

LAN