Thanks Duchess and Rayanne.

I guess part of being human is to feel down sometimes. Maybe I wouldn't let myself be human enough to feel guilt.

But, I'm spiralling down pretty fast, so I started the Wellbutrin again.

Yep. Guilt, sense of hopelessness, shaking hands, lack of sleep, and the beginnings of the worst sensation you can immagine in my stomach.

I don't want to do this again!!!!!

Andy