Well, last night it came to a head. I couldn't stand it anymore and I blew.
It was not a pretty sight. This morning, W suggested we needed a break. I should go "visit" my sister for awhile.
Anyway, we talked a little more. I appologized, and things seem OK.
Sounds like I rolled over again, eh? Well, it's not so bad. The upshot is that I told her that I wanted things. Some of these things appear to be in conflict with what she wants, and I've been trying to accomodate her.
It so often happens that she asks me if something's OK. I'm not OK with it, but I should be, so I say yes, it's OK. However, she can always tell that it's not OK.
This morning I explained that to her. I told her that I was trying very hard not to be selfish. I don't want to be selfish, and I don't want her to think of me as selfish.
But, sometimes, I want her to do things despite the fact that I'm not "OK" with it.
I don't know if I'm explaining this right, but I explainded it pretty well to her.
