Ah well. Frustration with myself shining through in that last post. I really do want to be the MAN. I can feel him inside struggling to get out. I've just been a boy for so long.
I do mean it though HD. We could be like workout buddies, its a lot easier to do something when someone else is egging you on. There are others here rooting for me, but they are all so far ahead of me in the fear/hesitation stuff. I feel like I'm trying to hang with Arnold in the gym sometimes. Not that I don't appreciate the cheerleading, don't get me wrong. It has been VERY helpful. But maybe a different tack can be added to the overall game plan.
It wasn't my intention to stir up trouble here. I just get carried away with it all sometimes. Of course now I am really embarrassed that you all know my never to be realized fantasy.
Chrome
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"
