I wanted to post to you quickly as I won't be at my computer the next couple days (at least I don't think I will be).
You tugged at my heart strings IWB. I honestly don't know what I would do if my spouse still lived at home and carried on the way so many do here at the mlc board. You have to do what is best for you to keep you going. I see you somewhat beating yourself up a bit for not being there for her when she was "weak" as you put it and needed a shoulder. Hey - you did what you could handle. Don't apologize for it. It's not like she hasn't put you in this position by her actions.
You need to decide if you can go on like this. If you can't - no one would hold it against you for no longer hanging in there. Sometimes it is just more than we can bear. You have to listen to your heart and know what's best for you.
Please keep holding on to God's hand. He is still there for you IWB. We can count on Him to guide us thru these tough times.
Thanking you for replying on my thread. I always appreciate hearing from you. You are very special.
hugs for your day,
brue
I'm alive, I'm happy - why shouldn't I tell the world I've got my head screwed back on just fine. Life is good for the Brue!