2nd Time Learning IV

[IWB]

I am wondering if I have come to the end of tolerating all this?

Distancing has only made her more distant. She has made no attempt to reach out, and I built a wall when she was weak and needed me. I feel deserted with no one to talk to or turn to. I am alone, and will be alone, and I don't like this feeling.

The guy at her work is gone, although she still thinks something was there and can be there, and she has now enthrawaled with her tattoo guy. I have a feeling she will cover her body with these things so she can spend time to be near him.

I feel as though I have lost any growth I had. I am tired of this. I really want to go to sleep and not wake up until this nightmare is over.

I am sorry for being so negative to everyone here. I hope this is a temporary setback.