Next time it is time to go to bed IWB - get out your Bible and read Psalm 4:8 - "I will lie down and sleep in peace, for you alone, O Lord, make me dwell in safety."
I've used this scripture a number of times thru the years to help me get thru a sleepless and fearful night.
You'll make it - just keep hanging on - God will not let you go on without His hand holding yours to guide you.
brue
I'm alive, I'm happy - why shouldn't I tell the world I've got my head screwed back on just fine. Life is good for the Brue!