This is going to sound really lame to some of you out there but here goes. Sometimes even on good days my thoughts will stray to my W communications and activities with OM. I keep thinking that if she was that close to leaving and she was pursuing an OM while she was still portraying a normal life with me how do I get comfortable again and try to trust completely? Is it just a matter of living it out and letting time do the healing? These flasbacks throw me a little. I had one right before I saw her and was afraid it was going to throw my mood. Anyone else have this "dimensia"? I am having a hard time shaking that "OM" paranoia even though my own confidence is rising. Maybe this is just part of the process of recovering from the WAW syndrome.
