I am scared. Scared that my next backslide will be the end. I feel like I barely survived last time and I fear for my mental health if we go backwards again. I just spoke with my best friend and explained my feelings today. His response was "fear is lack of faith". Very accurate depiction. My faith had been slipping and I guess there is no better time than now to strengthen it.
Thanks for the encouraging words Andy. I am trying to hold my perfectionism at bay but it is getting the best of me lately.
